Monday, March 31, 2008
Today was Daniels first day of not having to go to work, I know we can't live like this forever but it sure was a fun day! I enjoyed having him here so much. I was able to homeschool the boys so much more efficiently with Sissy spending the morning with Daddy! Daniel is looking hard at several options on how he will earn a living. We have no idea at this point what God has in store for us but we know that if we trust in him completely that he will provide for us! When Daniel came home from work on Friday he brought a magazine a salesman had dropped off that day for me to pick out a front door for our house, apparently he was not aware that Daniel had just lost his job. I was sad to see that book at first but I quickly packed it away in my "house box" where I had been keeping everything that I had picked out for our house. I have now put that box away and I have decided that I will try my best not to think about it anymore. I do not know if it is Gods will for me to ever live in that house but I do know that it is Gods will for me to have a big family and to train my children up in the way they should go. I wanted so badly to have a place to put them all before I had anymore children and I was so excited about it but I think I had my priorities out of order. If I follow Gods will for my life and have them no matter what our circumstances are then He will provide a place for me to put them and a kitchen for me to prepare healthy meals for them!